In my last post, I wrote that spirituality is about our personal relationship with the energy of the Universe, whether you call it God, the Tao, Great Spirit, Physics, Law of Attraction, or Source. Trips to foreign lands or to a guru are not necessarily required to explore this relationship (unless that is supremely appealing to you). Spirituality begins with us, where we are, in the moment. And it's up to us to nurture this relationship in ways that encourage and promote our well-being and growth. Of course, there are many ways to do this; it's a matter of finding what resonates with you.
As we awaken to our spiritual nature, life takes on new meaning and things begin to happen in inexplicable, mysterious, even miraculous ways. We begin to see things differently as our awareness expands beyond the trappings of our ego. We come to "know" things that can not be quantified or fully explained. There is a surety to this inner knowing that can not be shaken. It's the kind of surety that made martyrs out of some of Jesus' followers.
Years ago when I traveled to Israel, I was baptized in the Jordan River, the same river in which Jesus was baptized by his cousin, John the Baptist. No dove descended from the heavens. No voice announced, "This is Penny, in whom I am well-pleased." I felt...nothing -- even though others cried with happiness, raised their arms in praise, or were "slain in the spirit" as they convulsed on the ground. This experience didn't resonate spiritually with me.
What did resonate with me was realizing that whatever spiritual path I was to follow, it wasn't going to be the same as everyone else's, and that was okay. I found immediate comfort, freedom, and relief in that realization. I knew there was more, whatever that more was, and something deep inside was driving me to explore it.
The spiritual path, while accessible to all of us, is different for everyone. But, searching for you particular spiritual path is irrelevant because you are already walking it, being the spiritual being that you are. It may not seem spiritual to some, but that is because they may have a skewed perception of what spirituality is and what the path entails. Every action you take moves you forward on your particular path, even when it feels like you are going backwards.
What can you expect on the path? Each experience is unique to the individual. The lessons you learn on your path may not be the lessons I learn on mine, though we may share similar experiences.
There is no "normal" when it comes to spirituality; we have the freedom to believe and practice whatever we choose. As we awaken (return) to our natural state of spirituality, we release the need to judge other wisdom traditions and religions that exist today. We realize that are all on the same journey; we're just taking different roads to get there. There is no "right" or "wrong" way, and Spirit will call you to what is best for you. Spirit expresses Itself in unique and different ways, and you just happen to be one of those expressions. Trust the path that you are on because it is leading you to the highest expression of yourself.