Monday, October 9, 2017

Brownie's Point


While I was putting myself through college, I worked at a local diner where I met people from all walks of life.  Most people were congenial, except for one customer, an older man, whom the servers dubbed "the grouch." And grouchy he was.  Plus intolerant, unforgiving, and a terrible tipper, if he tipped at all.  No one wanted to wait on him. He brought many a server to tears with his abrasive attitude and harsh comments.

Well, wouldn't you know it. He hobbled in one evening and sat in my section. I heard the other servers snickering.  I took a deep breath and sauntered his way with a smile.  I offered him a menu and a hello which he disregarded.

"Gimme the meatloaf special," he growled.

"Great," I said.  "What would you like to drink?"

"If I wanted anything to drink, I woulda told you!" he snapped.  All heads in the restaurant turned our way.  His hostility stabbed me.  My first impulse was to launch an attack and conquer this angry, bitter man, but I had to heed our "customer is always right" policy if I wanted to keep my job.  I turned to storm away but stopped and returned to his table.  I could hear one of my co-workers behind the counter, "Don't do it, Mac, don't do it." I stood, mustering up the courage to confront (and defeat) him.

"Why are you still here? Get outta here, and get me my damn food!"

I remained.

And then he looked up at me.  What I "saw" was a scared, sad, lonely, hurting soul.  It arrested me.

This is not about you.  He's in pain.  The anger I felt lifted, and compassion rushed in to fill the void.  Without thinking, I sat down next to him, kissed him on the cheek, and whispered, "I don't know you or what you're going through, but you don't have to be so mean.  I am not the enemy here."  With those words, I kissed him on the cheek again, and walked away.

He left me a 100% tip that day.

From then on, Brownie refused to sit in anyone else's section.  He still gave the other servers a hard time when I wasn't there, and I'd lecture him about it the next time I saw him, but over time he softened. We grew to become friends over the next year or so, until his passing.

I've often thought about Brownie over the years.  I valued his wisdom and knowledge, especially as a struggling college student, trying to find her way in a world that seemed so confrontational and confounding.  Any time an event unfolded unfavorably, it was my habit to take it personally and to take it out on others, just as Brownie did.

I came face-to-face with myself the day I met Brownie.  His lashing out was not about me, yet on a deeper level it was. If I had attacked him, then I would have been attacking myself. I would have perpetuated unkindness.  And I probably would have lost my job.

Rather than approach things with a desire to conquer, I approach them now with curiosity.  Well, I try...I'm still a work in progress. Instead of a compulsion to take things (or people) down, I try the path of quiet exploration, of seeing things from another perspective.  I'm willing to pause and observe, to consider options and possibilities beyond that instinctual desire to attack.

I'd say that's progress.

Thank you, Brownie.  Your lessons remain with me.

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

You Are What You Speak


Japanese scientist Masuro Emoto performed a series of experiments observing the physical effects of words, prayers, music, and environment on water.  After freezing water samples, he microscopically photographed the crystalline structure.  Water labeled with positive words exhibited far more symmetrical, aesthetically pleasing structures than water labeled with negative phrases.  Even water sick with pollution, when prayed over, changed its chaotic structure to one of symmetry and beauty.

If thoughts can do that to water, imagine what our thoughts can do to us?  Especially since 65% of the human body is comprised of water.

What kinds of thoughts are you thinking?

Thoughts are yours to choose.  Why not choose thoughts that serve you best?

Words have power.  You are what you speak.

By being conscious of the words you use, you become aware of their power and the energy behind them.

When you think the best thoughts -- of all you have to be thankful for, of how great it feels to accomplish things, of all you love about life, of all the wisdom and strength you've gained through your experiences -- those thoughts will energize and empower you.

If you want to transform your life for the better, begin by being more aware of the things you say.

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Living With Uncertainty



We can't predict the future, try as we might.  We can certainly prepare for it, but there is no guarantee that things will work out exactly as planned.

For some, the path ahead is dark and scary; they hesitate to start and fear what could happen.  For others, it is a continually unfolding adventure; they are eager to see what happens next.
In either case, the element of uncertainty exists.  We can fear it, or embrace it.

Keep in mind that anything is possible.  Any outcome can materialize.  And know that there will be an outcome in one form or another.  That's for sure.  It may be what you expected all along, or it may be something different altogether.  You. Just. Never. Know.  That's the blessing (or curse, depending on your attitude) of mystery.

If the outcome doesn't work out as intended, then learn from it.  Look for the lesson because there is one lurking in the mess.   Tell yourself, "Well, that didn't work out.  Let's try another way."  Don't judge it as "good" or "bad."  Ask how you can turn it around to your advantage.

If the outcome works out as expected, or even better than expected, offer your gratitude, and stay humble as you prepare for the next phase of your journey.

Living with uncertainty can evoke many emotions, but it is not meant to discourage us.  It will push us to the edge of our comfort zone, and the only way we are going to find out what happens is to take action.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Is The Universe Trying To Tell You Something?

Do you ever feel like the Universe is trying to tell you something, but you don't quite understand the message?
The Universe is constantly sending us hints, "speaking" to us about the directions we are to take in life.  To understand what the Universe is saying, we have to become more aware of its "language."  Oftentimes, we don't recognize the messages because the Universe speaks through experience.
There are many ways in which the Universe communicates with us.  It does not have any limits on how it will speak to us.  As we become more aware of our life experiences, we can begin to decode the messages sent our way.
To understand the Universe's language, you must take the steps to learn it.  First and foremost, allow yourself to be open to receiving its messages.  If there is any apprehension, the Universe will take it that you are not ready.  As you cultivate your desire to hear from the Universe, the answers will begin to present themselves in many ways, but you must be willing to accept those answers, no matter how they show up.  You may receive your answers from a dream, from a friend's advice or a stranger's, or you may overhear a conversation related to your question. You may hear a song that speaks to your experience, see a message on a billboard or on someone's tee-shirt, or you may see a TV show that contains the information you need...the possibilities are endless.
Start paying attention to what you are experiencing.  Make note of recurring experiences.  My rule of thumb is, if you hear or see something three times in a short period of time, act on it. These little synchronicities are the Divine's way of saying that you are on the right track, or they are clues to help you better understand yourself, your growth, or your path. Sometimes the Universe will send messages repeatedly until we get them.  For example, maybe the presence of a particular animal keeps getting your attention.  Perhaps the Universe is trying to tell you to incorporate the traits of this animal into your life.  The symbolism and message can change depending on your individual connection or feeling toward the animal.  Follow your intuition on this.
Pay attention to your body.  The physical body can provide many messages about your emotional, mental, and spiritual health.  Of course illness occurs when our immunity is compromised, but could it be that your body is trying to communicate something deeper? Maybe that sore throat is the Universe trying to communicate something to you about your self-expression (are you angry with someone and want to tell that person but are afraid?).
Keep track of your dreams.  Dreams are very symbolic and unique to the individual, but focus on how the dream makes you feel to determine what the message might be.  Dreams are clues as to what is happening on the subconscious level.  Recurring dreams could mean that the Universe is trying to tell you about an unresolved issue that needs attention and resolution. Make note of the images, colors, and feelings you experience in each dream.
When the Universe sends messages, these messages are often symbols loaded with meaning, so it's important to examine your connection to the symbol.  A spider to one person could stir up fear and loathing, but to another person it could mean making connections...again, trust your intuition as you develop your own dictionary of spiritual symbols.  You will know the "truth" of a symbol by the way it resonates with you. It's truth will speak to you as an individual in a way which you understand and relate to on a deeper level.  You'll just "know."
As you fine tune your sensitivity to the Universe and its messages, signs, and symbols, you're experience of life will only grow. Keep your eyes and ears open.  Stay in tune with your gut. The Universe uses signs to validate its presence in your life or as an intuitive nudge to prompt you to take action. As you cultivate your awareness, you'll soon discover that the Universe has been communicating with you all along.

Please share your comments below.   I would love to hear about your experiences.